I woke up in the middle of the night, and I looked at you. you had a little smile on your face, so real, so fresh. my heart is break dancing inside my chest and I jump out, go to kitchen, drink a cup of water to calm it down. now its painful , I do some stretches. smoke a cigarette, take a pee , and come back to bed, crawl under my blanket, and I look at you again, you are still there, still have a little smile on your face, it's so real, I turn around, I can feel your heat in my back, and I can feel your breath under my ear, moving the little hair hanging there, Its so real, my heart is calming down now, I never want to turn around, I never want to turn around.